sh0ny

My world at the moment, is like a ride at a carnival. Its spinning and spinning and spinning and i can’t make it stop. Correction, I don’t know how to make it stop. On the odd occasion i have a friend or two jump on and slow it down. For those few moments I’m with them, it all seems not as bad. Like i can do it, i can handle it, I’m content and happy for a moment. But as soon as they jump off, my world spins too fast again. I curl in a ball and watch everything spin. I’m dizzy and confused. I wish i always had someone on this crazy ride with me too slow it down, someone to support me and vis verses, then maybe i would enjoy life, enjoy spinning because there’s someone spinning too and I’m not alone. Then maybe the spinning would come to a holt and i would finally be content with life. Unfortunately, until then i am still spinning and just hoping that i wont get let down and left spinning - as always. </3

My world at the moment, is like a ride at a carnival. Its spinning and spinning and spinning and i can’t make it stop. Correction, I don’t know how to make it stop. On the odd occasion i have a friend or two jump on and slow it down. For those few moments I’m with them, it all seems not as bad. Like i can do it, i can handle it, I’m content and happy for a moment. But as soon as they jump off, my world spins too fast again. I curl in a ball and watch everything spin. I’m dizzy and confused. I wish i always had someone on this crazy ride with me too slow it down, someone to support me and vis verses, then maybe i would enjoy life, enjoy spinning because there’s someone spinning too and I’m not alone. Then maybe the spinning would come to a holt and i would finally be content with life. Unfortunately, until then i am still spinning and just hoping that i wont get let down and left spinning - as always. </3

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  1. classy-elle reblogged this from sh0ny and added:
    aaaww :/
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